im scared, of who I am without you
im scared, of the life thats growing inside me
the life we talked about, but never planned
If I kill it, do you think it will forgive me?
Im waiting for you, to came and help me
yet I know i wll be sat hear forever
Waiting...................Wondering............................where you are

Don't you kill it....Just like in your poem, it's a LIFE! It will give you new meaning to your own life and you will regret it forever if you miss out on that.