For Me?
Here I am, this is the new me.
Just like I’ve always wanted to be.
I don’t eat because I want to be thin,
I try my best to finally fit “in”
My personality changed so much from before,
I can’t help but choose to show disloyal friends the door.
They don’t understand that I’ve wanted to be this way.
And that everything is going to be ok.
He kept encouraging me to find new friends,
He told me if I didn’t, our relationship would end.
I left my old friends-to fit in with the popular.
This isn’t how I wanted it, that’s for sure.
Here I am, this is the new me.
Do I like it? Is it what he wants me to be?
At this point I don’t even care if I’m in.
I realize I’m so unhealthy and I’m way too thin.
I don’t like myself-the way I am now.
I changed so much-I don’t even know how.
My life feels like one big blur-it’s beginning to get dim,
So was this change for me-or was it for him?
now i feel left out, unloved, and hurt. i can't believe he could do this to me. not letting me be M.E.
Now a new goal, set for me to achieve
fudge you