I trust no one with my fears
I hide my pain behind my tears
I have no one to turn to or count on
Everyone I had is now gone
I wish to end this aching pain
So now I'll try yet again
I write a letter neat and long
Then I'll title it "when I'm gone"
To my lover I will write
Love another with all your might
To family I now write
Look what has become of our stupid fight
The letter now I do end
Hoping broken hearts will mend
I look around for a knife
Hoping to end my lonesome life
Now I look around in glee
For my soul will finally be free
Then the glee soon turns back to fear
because i know now why im here
I'm here to chicken out and hurt

I used to feel like this a lot, but I slowly got over it. I hope you enjoy this poem, and learn from my experiences. Death isn't the way out!!!
Amy
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i was depressed for almost two years and i needed to learn to love myself if i wanted to feel better. i no now that death isn't the way out after attempting it several times. i know how you feel and i loved this poem.it almost made me cry.