I stand here all alone no friends and no one that understands
the name calling and the pain i go through everyday
And I wonder why the preps won't let me live my depressing life until the day I comit suicide.
why am i their recreation, why can't i decide?
don't they know they are the beast
if only they knew my love, my pride.
maybe i'll meet another all alone, to enlace, to heal
then my self can roar, i love, i'm alive, i feel.

But they only seem to want to cause more pain
They can't even be decent enough to ignore me
I tolerate it, because I know that deep down inside
They're
Just
Like
Me.......
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This is my peice, that is, what I know now and diddent understand then.
To the writer: You aren't alone. My experience with prepies made me a very bitter person for a little while. Your worth more than those idiots ever will be. It took me far too long to understand that.
(I prefer not to leave my name....)
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Preps are not so bad. Toughen up a little, they just want a laugh at your expence. Dont act clumsy wierd or stupid and above all dont let them get to you. Dont take yourself too seriously, that is the funniest. Dont pretend like you have never made fun of anybody. If you choose to be different dont act like some kind of a marter.
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Don't give any one that much power. When you carry around anger for someone, your might as well be hauling them and every thing they represent around with you as well. Straights vs Stoners, Hippies vs jocs, greenhorns vs cowboys,cave vs coast, over and over, it's always the same story yet we live on.
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Don't use the term "commit suicide" so carelessly. One of my closest friends took his own life only two months ago and everyone close to him are still in shambles. My life will never be the same and the guilt of being with him those last few days and not doing something to stop him is unbearable! If only I would have known....and only if he would have known how many people actually care about him. I'm sure there are so many people that care about you and it would just devastate them to lose you. Don't ever give in....FIGHT IT. ~SilentAlarm~
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The Best Revenge!!! Live on to see them grow fat and bald and in debt up to their eyeballs. Stay healthy and watch and wait. Your day will come, mine did. There was a time I wanted to go back and say, "Look at all you slobs, now you look on the outside how you look on the inside." I didn't do that. Now I just do my best to enjoy the hell out of my life knowing that would irritate those who use to treat me like dirt. oldpam