You broke down my wall
one defense at a time, till
gone, now so are you
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rebuilding the wall
with tears for mortar, will be
stronger next time

words flowed too easy
I should have know they were false
a hard lesson learned
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you stole my heart, and
ran away, taking with you
all my tomorrows
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There now I feel better, got it all out all at once and this chapter is closed...m4r
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I hear you, m4r. Not a very nice chapter, my last one was about 4 yrs ago. Writing helped
me find my way, but the scars are still there. If I could take some of your pain, I would;
but alas I can't. Here's to a quick recovery....RAS
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Big hugs from NC, m4r....cecily
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Thanks guys but I think the worst is over. Getting to this point and finally realizing that it was over took the longest so from here on it should be a piece of cake.(I hope)After 26 years I don't know what to expect.If you will, please excuse the occasional sad words and back sliding...m4r
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26 years... long time. I was married for 12, the last 5 of which were the longest of
my life. When she left it was a mixed blessing - like getting a life sentence commuted
on the one hand, but losing a daughter in the process. Very confusing, tons of guilt,
and gallons of tears. Slide back if you must, ma'am, I'm right behind ya.....RAS
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"when one door is closed, another is open" or to quote a popular song" every new begining comes from some other beginings end"...know that you are loved and respected here m4r..and we'll help you through the rough spots....( and id be a tad worried if RAS was behind me.....).....zendo
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No way!!! RAS was my big bad defender, gotta love that!!.....I wouldn't be worried...:)...and m4r,hang in there, hun...brighter days are ahead....much love, cecily
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Ras: I hope your being behind me, is to push me through one of Zendos doors, to see the brighter side that cecily is seeing, when I slide back....m4r :o}
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just here to catch you when you slip and help you back to your feet, m4r. I'm climbing the
same hill, and it can take a whole lot out of you, sometimes.....RAS