Birthday card from Jan
two and a half months early
but name was spelled right
A reason behind this not seen clearly

Jan is my mother, but "mother" had too many syllables. Well, atleast she is acknowledging my existence....~Q~
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motherhood
such a painful word
to my lips

maybe that is why
my own mother decided
she couldn't be one...........~Q~
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Mother gone one year,
Still trying to come to terms
With disliking her..............bkay
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Mother gone for years,
Still trying to come to terms
With her re-emergence........................~Q~
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Gone and forgotten
Forcing reversal of thought
Mother still alive....m4r