emo maniac

i am not the enemy
i am not the witch girl
i am lonelier for each time
that you give this nebula a whirl
to offer your hand
and to slap the respondent
leaves me stinging and ashamed
in a chameleon's despondence
what do you expect
with each offer to proceed
smacked down and turned around
leaving the the requestor to bleed?
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so, you heard me...