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---Phenom*
Confusion
---Phenom*

My constant state of mind and heart.
My life has taken residence in your uncertainty.
My tears have nourished and made you stronger.
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You hide what is best for me.
You cloud my ability to see.
You rape me of judgement and clarity.
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I can't find my way around you.
I won't be able to live with.
I don't know if I can overcome you.
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We're entertwined together now
We're one entangled massive mess.
We're doomed to end up with each other.
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I don't want you.
I don't like me.
I don't know how to make you go.
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Phenom*

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Hi, Phenom, good to see your name! I like this--I'm not sure who the "you" is--at first I thought it was a lover/husband--but as I reread it, I'm thinking the "you" is you...??? JFC
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I read it as "you" being the lover.
And how badly we can allow someone mess up our life :(