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Surely not again?!

Shaking,
literally shaking from thinking about it.
It scares me.
Hit me fast and hard
like a raindrop on a windshield....
speeding at least 20 miles over the limit.
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Deja Vu,
felt just like it did before.
It scares me.
Feeling making me ill
like a million worms writhing within....
squirming their way up and out.
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Yelling,
voices so loud it hurts.
It scares me.
Accusing you silently
like a tiny whisper that won't give in.....
so quiet, yet I hear it over our stridency.
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Doubt,
wondering if it's true.
It scares me.
Needing you desperately
more than she ever could....
praying you are different from the last.
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Phenom*