Realization Comes
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today while drinking my coffee
i realized that i want a baby
not the same...well some day maybe thoughts of the past
but an overwhelming feeling to nurture and care for a child
i began to look at my house
saw the nursery, the crib, the clothes and toys
dreamt of names...boys and girls
thought of my finances, my lifestyle, my friends and family
and realized that i was already expecting.
~~~~~~~~~~~holli

oh holli...how well i relate, how eloquently you express me! *grace
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thanks grace. i'm really not pregnant. this is actually for and about one of my girlfriends. just a personal note to you though. when i do have children i'm naming my daughter grace. you have the perfect name in my opinion. holli
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i'm not pregnant, either......this made sense to me from the view that deeply wishful thinking often turns into almost-sight and expectation. :) that's neat...it's a good name to have. :) *grace
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nice poem. such a different perspective on expecting. i never really thought of it like this. how wonderful.
~haizey
p.s. yes, grace, you are expecting (in holli-ese) :)