This hurt, it hurts me so........and the tears I've held back begin to flow
We spent a lifetime together, sharing love, tenderness & pain
Memories flow in & flood my mind, ...this hurts!........ why did you go?
Without you I feel so naked, timid & lame,
Your strength was my crutch, without it how can I cope?
But our love didn't die, it still lives on strong
It will keep me from becoming too weak & will build up my hope.
It'll hold me intact, when I face the worldy throng
I close my eyes & I think you are near
I imagine I feel the caress of your touch
It causes my eyes to fill up & spill over with tear
For darling I love you & ..oh... I miss you so much!
It's like an amputation has been performed & left a wound so deep
you had to go, for your time had come, you couldn't wait for the morrow
The empty space you left behind, leaves me feeling so incomplete
I must wait & patience have, as it's not my time yet to follow,
I must square my shoulders & with chin up walk all the steps of my way
I must not dwell here on hold in these insipid hues
Don't be negative, but be positive is probably what you'd say
So it's out to face up to life & see with what color I can fuse
And as my life's journey continues on I hope I make you proud
For it is with new strength drawn from the memory of your love
I go forward in life whether each day's experience brings sun, rain, or cloud
You will always live in my memory until we are together in The Paradise above.

oops! worldy throng, should read worldly throng,
Plus it's not coming out easy. audee
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Audee, its not about easy, its about honesty and you seem to have plenty of that. good going...fallon
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This is just an attempt at a make up, it's not a real experience for me, so anyone feel free to add to it or whatever, as you please. Audee
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oohhhhhhh, I've put comma's in wrong places, I couldn't see that before, well guess I'm learning something new. *S*
Can't do any more of this.
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~ audee.
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Whew this is exhausting. (grin).