Poem Number 682

It has been many years since my mind has remembered this taste
It has been many years and oh lord all the time I have waste
I ponder on the answers that are harbored deep within my soul
I ponder on the words that changed my life as they where told
She was eight going on nine when I was told it wasnt mine
I thought to myself ,deep down to myself, this
I will forever be abandoned in this dark, cold, deep of lost