Poem Number 23145

I meant to call you yesterday
but that thought again slipped away
tears enter my eyes when they mention your name
your right once again I am ashamed
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Where did the time go, this is my escape
depression sets in like black drapes
To block out the sun, run away from time
I once was myself but now I am losing my mind
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A memory a vision a deep space collison
Just to hear your voice again
but I never know where to begin
I am honestly locked up in my mind
living on medicated time
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I meant to call you yesterday
but that thought again slipped away
last time I saw you I just smiled and waved
today I place lillies on your unexpected grave
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