Poem Number 19500

The Current State of Affairs

My current state of affairs is as follows:
I work for unappreciative people
I married a man-child
I don't want to be a mother any more eventhough my sons are grown.
I want to be free of the grip of the loathing queen.
I scream and wail and I get no relief!
I reach for a pill in hopes that it will numb me into a slumberous stupor that will make me forget.
I sleep.
Comfortable.
Quiet.
Sleep..
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who is the loathing queen? -fr0
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never mind who the loathing queen is...who is the author? (i defy anyone to castigate me for that question.) - N
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The loathing queen is the inner me that wrote these things. I am not really loathing my life per se. I was venting a collection of life circumstances. The anger inside of myself raises its ugly head from time to time when I'm frustrated with life and because I have been trained to keep my true expressions inside, the writing allows me to be who I want without retribution.
Otherwise..I'm a Happy Butterfly :)

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nudge it
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-fr0